My Dad.

It hurt me to know that I couldn't do anything to make my dad stay. Every time he came around I would just act like if everything was okay because I didn't want to disappoint him. I wanted to show him that even though I am going through hell because he isn't with me anymore, I can put a smile on my face. I wanted to prove to him that my mom, sister and I will be doing just fine. To act like everything was okay killed me inside because when he would say that he was coming and never showed, broke my heart. I would wait by the window all the time and look up when I heard a car passing, hoping that it would be my dad's car but it would never happen.